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[treason_intrust]

I don't expect replies anymore
I guess I do it for me now

I need something motivational and something real for a change
I don't know anyone anymore
nothing is fun
and nothing means anything
I hate most of the things around me
and I don't enjoy anything I used to

I wish I knew someone who would be there when I needed them
someone who loved music and enjoyed art
someone who liked the stars and liked sunrises
someone who liked the beach and loved the city
someone with ambition and dreams
someone who was real and liked cheap wine....

Taking your own life with boredom,
I'm taking my own life with wine -
it helps you to rule out the sorrow,
it helps me to empty my mind