Changing relationships...
Depressed again...
I feel shoved aside by old friends. I feel like they aren't talking to me anymore... and when I try to talk to them they usually end up falling silent. Is there some rumor about me going around? 'Don't talk to her! She's old news, nothing interesting about her!' If it isn't... I dunno... some people could try harder to make me feel liked/
I feel used also. Certain friends seem to only be friends with me when they get something out of it.
*sigh* rah... on to current events...
I got pictures drawn for mother's day, my dad's b-day, and now I'm gonna work on one for Megan... though... I don't know how the friggin hell I can get it to her... maybe I'll just post it online and somehow she'll find it... Stupid friggin movie not showing till the 30th... and me and fluffy had made those spontainious plans too. Oh well.
Orchestra Tour is holding up to be interesting... I can't imagine me and Jill in a room together... it'll be fun. It's great, we have almost two whole days to ourselves... but we'll hafta get up and be at the school by 4:00 AM! FOUR FRIGGIN O'CLOCK! x_x at least I'll sleep well on the bus/ maybe on the plane.
In leaving I'll quote RM: twink out!
I feel shoved aside by old friends. I feel like they aren't talking to me anymore... and when I try to talk to them they usually end up falling silent. Is there some rumor about me going around? 'Don't talk to her! She's old news, nothing interesting about her!' If it isn't... I dunno... some people could try harder to make me feel liked/
I feel used also. Certain friends seem to only be friends with me when they get something out of it.
*sigh* rah... on to current events...
I got pictures drawn for mother's day, my dad's b-day, and now I'm gonna work on one for Megan... though... I don't know how the friggin hell I can get it to her... maybe I'll just post it online and somehow she'll find it... Stupid friggin movie not showing till the 30th... and me and fluffy had made those spontainious plans too. Oh well.
Orchestra Tour is holding up to be interesting... I can't imagine me and Jill in a room together... it'll be fun. It's great, we have almost two whole days to ourselves... but we'll hafta get up and be at the school by 4:00 AM! FOUR FRIGGIN O'CLOCK! x_x at least I'll sleep well on the bus/ maybe on the plane.
In leaving I'll quote RM: twink out!