Apr 18, 2007 20:09
Even though I said that this weekend didn't go as I wanted it, except for the step show and after party, I think that this week went as well as it could have been. Nothing really shut me down to where I just didn't want to be here, so I think it was good. It was good because I found out that I am doing well in all of my classes and I am going to make A's and B's. I just feel that I am on top of the world right now. There are a few things that have happened that I really wasn't expecting. What happened at Virginia Tech on Monday blew my mind. I didn't know what to do when I found out that it happened. I am happy that my friends are ok. I just say to the people that lost loved ones and friends, it is going to be hard, but you have to press on and keep your head up. Keep your faith in God and he will bless you for it. But I just feel anxiety for everyone that was involved. But I am taking exams tomorrow, Monday, and Saturday of next week. It is going to be pretty hard, but I think that I will be able to do it.
Yesterday was kind of a thinking day for me. I had to decide how I felt about taking a position. I really didn't feel that I was wanting to take it because I didn't feel that I was right for it. There were other people that could do such a better job than me, but no one else ran really. I thought that I could do it, but it is going to take some work and responsibility. I didn't feel that I could be responsible enough to do it. After me thinking about it yesterday though, I feel that I can handle all things as long as I have God on my side. He will help me when the going gets tough and will be there when everything it on top. I just hope that everyone supports me in this. That is everything that I have to say.