CrAsH iNtO mE.....
All i ahve to say about the last two weeks is this....whoa...
First of all. Sean Hamm and Carly passed away. That was an amazing shock to me. Two people who lived so vividly...just...gone....which is a devisating thought. Carly was this sign of rebelliousness to me a sign of letting go...and now shes gone...I never got to tell her what a huge deal her acceptance and encouragement to let go was to me. Now her being this sign of letting go is also a sign of tolerance. We're not as invincible as we think we are sometimes. And Sean...what a horrible thing. I didnt know he was so sad. this is such a wake up call. If he's sad, then anyone could be, and that is very scarey. I wish I had gotten to tell him what a huge impact he made on who I am today. He made me comfortable with myself. He made me happy with the fact that I was outgoing and silly. He accepted everyone and I am blessed truely blessed to have known him, even if it was only for a hsort period of time.
Secondly. Clay and I are dating again....and this is all i have to say about yesterday... whoa....ok done.
funnest2001: its kinda like haveing just a bite of cheesecake and having to put it back in the rotating case and watch spin around and around and around and you cant get to it!
funnest2001: and you cant find any damn thing to bust that mo fo'ing case open fast enough!
thank you lauren....thats EXACTLY what its like
Third. Kairos is on wensday and I am uber stoked about that. Ive been looking forward to it since i was a freshmen. Any of my faithful journal readers who have been on kairos already and want to love me and write me a letter Ill love you even more!!!!
Fourth. Public intoxication is bad. Movies while enibriated is worse. Newport police suck. NEVER decide t oget wasted and go to the movies. Your parents will have to come pick you up and be VeRY upset with you. Thats all I have to say about that.
FIfth. I am happy that I am reconnecting with old friends. It is making me very glad.
done.
Love and GETTING PAID! *wink*
Abby*
*Into your heart Ill beat again. Sweet like candy to my soul, sweet you rock and sweet you roll. lost for you, Im so lost for you. And you come CrAsH into me.*
...Dave Matthews Band....
(-Crahs-)
*If I loved you without reverance to occasion, would that be okay?*
First of all. Sean Hamm and Carly passed away. That was an amazing shock to me. Two people who lived so vividly...just...gone....which is a devisating thought. Carly was this sign of rebelliousness to me a sign of letting go...and now shes gone...I never got to tell her what a huge deal her acceptance and encouragement to let go was to me. Now her being this sign of letting go is also a sign of tolerance. We're not as invincible as we think we are sometimes. And Sean...what a horrible thing. I didnt know he was so sad. this is such a wake up call. If he's sad, then anyone could be, and that is very scarey. I wish I had gotten to tell him what a huge impact he made on who I am today. He made me comfortable with myself. He made me happy with the fact that I was outgoing and silly. He accepted everyone and I am blessed truely blessed to have known him, even if it was only for a hsort period of time.
Secondly. Clay and I are dating again....and this is all i have to say about yesterday... whoa....ok done.
funnest2001: its kinda like haveing just a bite of cheesecake and having to put it back in the rotating case and watch spin around and around and around and you cant get to it!
funnest2001: and you cant find any damn thing to bust that mo fo'ing case open fast enough!
thank you lauren....thats EXACTLY what its like
Third. Kairos is on wensday and I am uber stoked about that. Ive been looking forward to it since i was a freshmen. Any of my faithful journal readers who have been on kairos already and want to love me and write me a letter Ill love you even more!!!!
Fourth. Public intoxication is bad. Movies while enibriated is worse. Newport police suck. NEVER decide t oget wasted and go to the movies. Your parents will have to come pick you up and be VeRY upset with you. Thats all I have to say about that.
FIfth. I am happy that I am reconnecting with old friends. It is making me very glad.
done.
Love and GETTING PAID! *wink*
Abby*
*Into your heart Ill beat again. Sweet like candy to my soul, sweet you rock and sweet you roll. lost for you, Im so lost for you. And you come CrAsH into me.*
...Dave Matthews Band....
(-Crahs-)
*If I loved you without reverance to occasion, would that be okay?*