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Nov 22, 2003 23:50

What the bloody hell am I to do about this?


Dearest Daddy,

I don’t think I’m meant to be writing you but I don’t know what else to do. Someone’s been reading my diary so I can’t write in it anymore. It might be Mummy but I think it’s Edward, Mummy’s friend. He stays over a lot. I made myself throw up this morning so Mummy would let me stay home from school and then I looked on her computer for your address.

I’m in a new school this year and I don’t really like it. The other girls are really mean not very nice. I miss Ms. Fleming and Coach Parks. Lorna loves it, she’s got loads of new friends. She dumped Mike and there’s this boy she likes who she thinks likes her back. He’s a senior and he looks at her like she’s something he wants to have. Like Evie looks when we take her to the pet store to look at the puppies.

I miss you so much, Daddy. I could write it a million million times and it wouldn’t be how much.

Lorna and I watch Evie every day, now. I’m teaching her to play. Usually I’m the ManU goalie and she’s Sheffield, or else I’m Germany and she’s England. I usually let her win. If it’s rainy I usually bring a game tape and we’ll watch it, or else Mulan.

MostSome days my tummy hurts, and I remember when I was really little and had a tummy ache, how you used to rub it and sing me silly songs.

You don’t need to write me back, Daddy. I don’t know what Mummy would say. I’ll just write to you like I used to write to my diary, only it’s ever so much safer because no one can go snooping in you.

I love you like the flowers love the rain (I got that from a book but it’s how I feel, really),
Molly
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