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you ever just suddenly realize that your not happy with life
and you don't know how to fix it
and every little bit of energy you spent probably won't come back
and that you don't have as many people to pick you up as you need
yet you always pick up everyone around you
and "when i go down i go down hard" (Relint K)
i just got to be careful not to fall into depression
which sounds pretty easy but for me its not
i pour my energy into everyone and i get re-energized by people investing back into my life
which doesn't always happen..
i'm scared for the future
i'm gonna miss all my awesome friends Geoff Darrelle Bri Katie Karyn
I;m gonna miss the people going back to college Bryndon Kristy (they really help bring life into perspective)
I don't know what to do with myself
i'm to old for frontline unless i become a leader (i donno if thats what i want to do)
i donno what to do about work (cuz i take it to seriously sometimes.. if there is such a thing)
Scared about school..
Scared about who i'm gonna lean on when everyone is gone
I know i have a few but people get busy
i donno what to do about a church
i'm way too bitter at ours
and i don't want to have to talk to everyone to fix it
I don't know how to deal with the spot light treatment
alot of pressure thats not needed
yeah just me keeping yall updated with life
Jordan Paulsen
and you don't know how to fix it
and every little bit of energy you spent probably won't come back
and that you don't have as many people to pick you up as you need
yet you always pick up everyone around you
and "when i go down i go down hard" (Relint K)
i just got to be careful not to fall into depression
which sounds pretty easy but for me its not
i pour my energy into everyone and i get re-energized by people investing back into my life
which doesn't always happen..
i'm scared for the future
i'm gonna miss all my awesome friends Geoff Darrelle Bri Katie Karyn
I;m gonna miss the people going back to college Bryndon Kristy (they really help bring life into perspective)
I don't know what to do with myself
i'm to old for frontline unless i become a leader (i donno if thats what i want to do)
i donno what to do about work (cuz i take it to seriously sometimes.. if there is such a thing)
Scared about school..
Scared about who i'm gonna lean on when everyone is gone
I know i have a few but people get busy
i donno what to do about a church
i'm way too bitter at ours
and i don't want to have to talk to everyone to fix it
I don't know how to deal with the spot light treatment
alot of pressure thats not needed
yeah just me keeping yall updated with life
Jordan Paulsen