Hello...

Nov 27, 2004 23:11

I figured that I would write again even though I don't really have a lot to write about. I usually write about Rachel and our problems (if there are any) or I'll write about how much I love her (which is larger and would take take more room then this page would allow to fell if with all my feelings for her). Today I just wanted to write about my life, and her, and what ever else comes. First, I guess since she is the most important person in my life at the moment we will start with Rachel. She visits me as often as hes can on my breaks and almost any time that we can see each other, which means a lot more to me then I think she knows. I mean I know that it's just her coming to visit me, but a lot of times it is the little things that mean the most. Just being able to see her face in the middle of a days work is extremely comforting... just to be able to see her smiling face and look into her eyes is enough to help me get through the days... I would also have to say that the days that she dosn't come and see me are the hardest to get through. She is extremely good to me and I love her very much... I hope that nothing changes... she is a great girl and everything is going extremely well between us... Second. School.... what isn't there to say about school I thought that since it was going to be the Thanksgiving holiday I would be able to catch up on some homework, unfortunately I have not even opened a book all week.... because of work and Thanksgiving... and more and more work it's been really hard and I hope that my grades don't reflect that, but I know that they will... Maybe Rachel can talk to my teacher and just tell them that I've been busy and that just not to worry about me turning in any of my papers or anything... I mean she seems to be able to fix everything else that's going on in my life... why not my grades... I think though, that more then anything, I just need someone to help me with doing some of it, not really helping, but more or less beating me over the head with a stick everytime that I get distracted and start doing something completely different and then forget to finish whatever it is that I started... (( I hope that isn't just me that something like that happends to... speaking of which... I think I'm going to change my major to procrastination... I saw it on a T-shirt once... it has to be a real major!! LOL)) Third, friends... i feel like I have kinda been ignoring some of my other friends... (i.e. Bryan and Matt) not on purpose, but on accident, because it seems like every time either of them call I'm at work, and when they don't call I either don't think about calling them because I'm too tired from work or I'm with Rachel... It just kinda makes me feel bad. But I have found some time to hang out with another friend whom i have been hanging out with a lot lately, Jeremy... he is really fun and our schedules are a little different, but ultimately not to different, and we end up getting to hang out a lot, which is fun.... Well I think that about raps up this entry... I hope that everyone is having a day !! (( I Love You Rachel !! ))
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