Life... (( First Entry... ))
I really don't have much going on in my life. Someone the other night told me about this and I thought that it would be fun. I have couple of friends that are on here all the time (Hi Megan) and they said it was cool, so I'm going to give it a try.
I think that ever since I broke up with, the love of my life, Rachel. Things have gotten really... weird... I guess that is the best way to put it. I mean I still love her, and I don't think that is ever going to chang. I mean... I don't think that can change... she was my first real love. And i guess it is kinda hard to get over. Because in every way she was a wonderful and beautiful girl who had a heart of gold. And it was hard to end a relationship like that, but when you both want different things out of a relationship it is hard to continue it and keep it going. So we both just kinda had to go our different way... I mean it wasn't like one of us wanted sex and the other didn't... it was like I was looking for a person to marry, hopefully in the long run and she wasn't ready for that yet. Which I can respect and understand, it just makes it hard. We are still good friends and talk all the time, so that dosn't make easier to get over her, but I love to talk to her. She is a great girl who knows me better then anyone else on the planet. Though she is also wanting to go to Oklahoma for college and attend OSU. Which is great for her... if that's where she thinks that she need to be... please by all means go there... but I don't want her to... I want her to stay closer (at least closer then Oklahoma). She says that she still likes me and if she were going to go someplace closer then Oklahoma then we might think about starting our relationship back up... as long as she is looking for a more serious relationship then what we had before. But is all very up in the air and hard to take, but I'm getting through it.
I just got a new job at CompUSA. That is a great job. Especially for me, I love computer tech. stuff. So if any of you'll have any questons about any of it.... please drop me a line... I'd me more then happy to help you with anything. But it's a fun job, but it is very demanding. But whatever... I can handle it.
School is going well to. I'm taking College Algebra, Speech, Writing 101, and Psy. They all aren't to bad, but enough to keep me busy. So between school and a job I'm kept pretty busy, but it's all good.
I think that ever since I broke up with, the love of my life, Rachel. Things have gotten really... weird... I guess that is the best way to put it. I mean I still love her, and I don't think that is ever going to chang. I mean... I don't think that can change... she was my first real love. And i guess it is kinda hard to get over. Because in every way she was a wonderful and beautiful girl who had a heart of gold. And it was hard to end a relationship like that, but when you both want different things out of a relationship it is hard to continue it and keep it going. So we both just kinda had to go our different way... I mean it wasn't like one of us wanted sex and the other didn't... it was like I was looking for a person to marry, hopefully in the long run and she wasn't ready for that yet. Which I can respect and understand, it just makes it hard. We are still good friends and talk all the time, so that dosn't make easier to get over her, but I love to talk to her. She is a great girl who knows me better then anyone else on the planet. Though she is also wanting to go to Oklahoma for college and attend OSU. Which is great for her... if that's where she thinks that she need to be... please by all means go there... but I don't want her to... I want her to stay closer (at least closer then Oklahoma). She says that she still likes me and if she were going to go someplace closer then Oklahoma then we might think about starting our relationship back up... as long as she is looking for a more serious relationship then what we had before. But is all very up in the air and hard to take, but I'm getting through it.
I just got a new job at CompUSA. That is a great job. Especially for me, I love computer tech. stuff. So if any of you'll have any questons about any of it.... please drop me a line... I'd me more then happy to help you with anything. But it's a fun job, but it is very demanding. But whatever... I can handle it.
School is going well to. I'm taking College Algebra, Speech, Writing 101, and Psy. They all aren't to bad, but enough to keep me busy. So between school and a job I'm kept pretty busy, but it's all good.