Trusting In A Dream...
Have you ever gotten that feeling that you know that something is right, but you have to question it... i have had that feeling before, but not about this. After long deliberation and a lot of talking (( 2 hours and 30 min. of talking )), Rachel and decided to give it one more shot. I think that we are both kinda scared of what could happen... like us not working out, or something going wrong, but you have to trust and you have to give it a try... I don't like living life in regret and i wouldn't want to make an exception for this. so now we are together, officially, Rachel is my girlfriend once more. It gives me a very whole feeling like I finally have the part of myself again.... something that I lost wen we broke up and know something that have again, and it is the greatest feeling in the world. (( sorry Sam )) But it just isn't that easy between Rachel and I, we can't just be friends... I mean we could, but it would be more like friends with some hidden extras... (( lol )). She means the world to me and I really want to make this one work, and i hope that she does too.... It was really funny though I used to always pray to a star, well... three stars... they reminded me of the Father, The Son, and The Holy Spirit, and i haven't been praying to them lately because my life really hasn't been going that great, but today after me and Rachel got back together I was driving home and saw them again... kinda like God telling me that we were making the right decision, and to remind me that if all that i want to happen is going to happen it is going to require a lot of faith in us (( Rachel and I )) and a lot of faith in God. So i hope that everything will work out.... (( I love her... ))