Stranger Things Have Happend...
I got a voice mail that was really unexpected yesterday. She girl... the one that pretty much told me to take my stuff and get the hell out of my life wants to apologize to me(which is something that she needs to do). But it's strange.... part of me wants to give her a big hug and tell her that it is okay, and the other part wants to tell her to go to hell. But I could never do that, especially to her. She is a great girl who really is trying hard to do the right thing... even if she is only thinking of herself... she is still just trying to figure things out, and I think that this whole situation is just her doing that. I mean... I still like her, as a friend. I just keep looking back at all the things that she has done to me and wonder why... i guess, like I said before, she is just trying to figure things out, and she needed some time alone to figure those things out. I just don't know what she wants. Like in her voice mail she said that she wanted to apologize to me. Now is she apologizing for just How she did it, or that she did it at all?? Because I could understand if she was just apologizing about how she did it and still didn't want to she much of each other because she is still getting over me. But it would be really weird her wanting to hang out together after everything that she has done to me. I guess that if she does what to hang out again then it is just going to be weird for a while, because how do you just go back to being friends after she told you to just get the hell out of her life?? I mean I want to go back to being friends and all, and maybe even someday more then that, but it would require her doing something to gain my trust back, because right know, I still believe in her and love her, but my trust in her isn't a big as it used to be. I know that kinda sounds bad, but how can you trust someone the way that i used to when out of the blue they just tell you to get out of their life....