Just some thoughts....
Have u ever wondered what it is like be free. I do... free on commentment, free for worry, and free feeling like everything will at one point in time go wrong. For me sometimes it feels like everything goos thing that has every happend to me has gone wrong, or has felt like it has. The really exception to that rule is my love for Rachel. I know that sounds weird. But it's true. I hope that nothing goes wrong with our relationship. Sometimes I feel like she can be the only light in the dark world that I feel sometimes closes in around me. She is a wonderful women that deserves everything that this world and I, and God can give her. I just hope that one day I can make her mine forever. I know that she is the women that I want to marry one day. I love her, and I always will love her no matter what heppens between us.
School is hard, and I hate having to go, and this Frat. is becomming more of a pain in the neck every going day. I like being in school I guess... I mean it's school, it's the what I have to do to one day give to my family what my father has given me. I guess its the "circle of life" but it's kinda stupid... I just wish I could skip this whole college thing, and go straight to job, and married thing... cause I think it would be the coolest thing in the world to have a family, and wife, and a house... well that is all the ranting I'm going to do... later all
School is hard, and I hate having to go, and this Frat. is becomming more of a pain in the neck every going day. I like being in school I guess... I mean it's school, it's the what I have to do to one day give to my family what my father has given me. I guess its the "circle of life" but it's kinda stupid... I just wish I could skip this whole college thing, and go straight to job, and married thing... cause I think it would be the coolest thing in the world to have a family, and wife, and a house... well that is all the ranting I'm going to do... later all