Hello All...
This week was okay... it was rough with work and all, but all in all a okay weekend. I got to spend a lot of time with Rachel on Friday, and that was a lot of fun, and I did really well at work on Saturday, so that is always a bonus, and Sunday always sucks because it's a 10 1/2 hour day :-p But the weekend was okay...
My little brothers best friend broke his leg yesterday, and my little brother and my mom and dad spent a lot of time at the hospital... so that wasn't any good, and Travis's ((the guy who broke his leg)) soccer day are pretty much over, which really sucks.... but what are you going to do... Life happends... but he will be in my prayers for a while... so pray for him too if you all get a chance...
I'm really worried about Rachel and I though.... I mean she is going off to college in about 5 months or a little more, and we are both really scared that something is going to happen to our relationship... I really, really, really love her, and I couldn't even begin to imagen life with out her... but she told me the other day that if she goes off to college at U of L she wasn't totally sure that she could stop herself from liking another guy while at U of L.... and that really scares me. I mean I broke up for Rachel for about a day, because I meet this other girl that was really nice and cute, and I wanted to see where things would go with us with out Rachel in the picture... she respected that and it was really hard for me to do, but I did it.... and then like 24 hours later I realized that there is no other girl in the world as wonderful or a beautiful as Rachel, and no one that could ever know me as well as Rachel... Rachel is a awesome girl, and I am really, really, scared of losing her for the same reason that I almost made one of the biggest mistakes of my like.... (( The thing where I broke up with her for a day happened a long time ago... )) I just want her to know going into college that she wouldn't leave me for anyone at U of L no matter what... I mean if we love each other... should that be the way it is?? I it is that way for me... (( I Love You Rachel!! ))
My little brothers best friend broke his leg yesterday, and my little brother and my mom and dad spent a lot of time at the hospital... so that wasn't any good, and Travis's ((the guy who broke his leg)) soccer day are pretty much over, which really sucks.... but what are you going to do... Life happends... but he will be in my prayers for a while... so pray for him too if you all get a chance...
I'm really worried about Rachel and I though.... I mean she is going off to college in about 5 months or a little more, and we are both really scared that something is going to happen to our relationship... I really, really, really love her, and I couldn't even begin to imagen life with out her... but she told me the other day that if she goes off to college at U of L she wasn't totally sure that she could stop herself from liking another guy while at U of L.... and that really scares me. I mean I broke up for Rachel for about a day, because I meet this other girl that was really nice and cute, and I wanted to see where things would go with us with out Rachel in the picture... she respected that and it was really hard for me to do, but I did it.... and then like 24 hours later I realized that there is no other girl in the world as wonderful or a beautiful as Rachel, and no one that could ever know me as well as Rachel... Rachel is a awesome girl, and I am really, really, scared of losing her for the same reason that I almost made one of the biggest mistakes of my like.... (( The thing where I broke up with her for a day happened a long time ago... )) I just want her to know going into college that she wouldn't leave me for anyone at U of L no matter what... I mean if we love each other... should that be the way it is?? I it is that way for me... (( I Love You Rachel!! ))