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Today is Rebecca's last day in our apartment for ten days, then she'll be back for less than 24 hours before we live in Buffalo.
I am a completely and total mess. This is emotionally exhausting. I am so glad that we are going to keep living together after this because we have not had enough time together yet. I love her so much. She's the first person in a long time who not only has helped me stop questioning everything about myself, but also likes who I am as a person on top of it. And I like who she is as well.
If I were a different person I'd be drinking to deal with it right now. lol. I am a serious mess.
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edit: To be clear, I'm not really that much of a mess, and it mostly has to do with moving rather than the Rebecca being gone part. Her being gone just makes moving really hard to cope with. But I'll make new friends and it'll be nice and fun and exciting. And there will be lots of attractive masculine women.
AWESOME!
I am a completely and total mess. This is emotionally exhausting. I am so glad that we are going to keep living together after this because we have not had enough time together yet. I love her so much. She's the first person in a long time who not only has helped me stop questioning everything about myself, but also likes who I am as a person on top of it. And I like who she is as well.
If I were a different person I'd be drinking to deal with it right now. lol. I am a serious mess.
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edit: To be clear, I'm not really that much of a mess, and it mostly has to do with moving rather than the Rebecca being gone part. Her being gone just makes moving really hard to cope with. But I'll make new friends and it'll be nice and fun and exciting. And there will be lots of attractive masculine women.
AWESOME!