wtf yo :o(
I don't know or remember what exactly went on last night. But I wish I didn't do it. Things are going to be weird now. I can't joke like we used to.. its just... not funny anymore. Knowing that we all put our hearts out on the line for that one person who makes you feel like no other.. then having them kinda just drop it in front of you. It's not your fault the feelings I have aren't the same as yours. I guess I expected it to be like that. I almost know for sure it was not the same. But something is there, and maybe it is just a special friendship, but everyone sees it. And now I will move on, like a good hearted man that I am. And I will place my heart somewhere else, to have someone either carry it, or drop it again. But whatever. I have to get through it. -JB