Moving..
So it's final. Today I put in my two weeks notice at work. Yeah, I've been there for three years, but it's time to move on. Six more days until my birthday, six days until Mike comes home, a couple more added until my birthday party (if I have one), and then like two weeks until I move to Cincinnati. I should be ecstatic... but I'm particularly sad about leaving some people behind. I want to say who they are, but if there is only three that I'm going to be really upset without... I mean, I'm going to be sad leaving so many friends behind, but these 3 have helped shape me into who I am today. I have so many new friends in the last month, too. It will be hard just saying goodbye. How am I seriously just picking up and leaving? I've never done anything like this before. I know I will make more money (and yes, yall, I know its more expensive to live down there, but I won't be paying rent at first.. so I can save) You know when you text someone any type of news.. and they dont really reply with much? And you know there's something wrong, like they are upset.. but they are on the other side of the U.S. until your birthday, then they come back home.. I feel really bad texting someone close the news that I was moving.. but I wasn't waiting until august 7th when this person came back and be like.. hey, I'm leaving in about 5 days. We have been friends for like four months.. if that. But we are so close now it's not even funny-it will be hard to leave-extremely hard. Ugh, between that, and my leaving my dogs... idk which is harder... lol Thats how close I am to this person. I may shed a tear, idk. I know I will when I leave my dogs.. that will be horrible. Ugh.. what to do.
The other person that will be hard to leave is my best friend, Kelly Shannon Blue. (Ok, really, she will be the hardest to leave, this is my closest friend, and forever will be my BEST friend. No matter where I live.) Shes been there for me through everything.. Depression, Graduation, Break-ups, you name it, we've been through it. I always seek her advice, and she has great opinions.. even if I dont always take them for what they are. Oh kelly, I don't know how I'm going to fair in Cinci without my bath and body trips to get my hands washed in some new scrub that makes me smile when I feel my hands.. even the next day. You have been an inspiration to me, and I can talk to you about anything. The things you tell me, and what I tell you will forever be the best part of our friendship- 100% trustworthy. I couldn't ask for more from you... without wanting your kids anyway. HAHAHA I will miss cleaning your car, I will miss sleeping with pug on the couch, or you, that one night.. eek! :o) I will miss hearing your footsteps.. or you and your mom yelling at each other. I will miss when you call me pussylips to my face.. I will miss us talking at work, I will miss us talking in person. I will miss your hugs, and the way you talk to me. I will miss the smell of bath and body and cigarettes. I will miss the insulin, and the pump. I hope you take care of yourself in that manner. I will miss hanging out, and you looking for your checkbook, and never having your phone charged, so when I need you I have to call Dan. There's a lot of memories we have... too much to list on a webpage. Just know I love you, probably more than Dan does :o) You will forever remain my best friend.. i dont care who comes into my life. Female or Male! I hope we can remain friends.. forever. And please don't forget about me when your wedding comes.. that will beone of the happiest days of my life. :o) I love you, Kelly Shannon.
Ok, due to extreme sadness at this point, I've got to stop writing... I'll fill you in on all the extras when I get down there...
Love yall.. and I'll miss all of you, even if I havent seen you in a while.:-\ Ciao bitches. -JB
The other person that will be hard to leave is my best friend, Kelly Shannon Blue. (Ok, really, she will be the hardest to leave, this is my closest friend, and forever will be my BEST friend. No matter where I live.) Shes been there for me through everything.. Depression, Graduation, Break-ups, you name it, we've been through it. I always seek her advice, and she has great opinions.. even if I dont always take them for what they are. Oh kelly, I don't know how I'm going to fair in Cinci without my bath and body trips to get my hands washed in some new scrub that makes me smile when I feel my hands.. even the next day. You have been an inspiration to me, and I can talk to you about anything. The things you tell me, and what I tell you will forever be the best part of our friendship- 100% trustworthy. I couldn't ask for more from you... without wanting your kids anyway. HAHAHA I will miss cleaning your car, I will miss sleeping with pug on the couch, or you, that one night.. eek! :o) I will miss hearing your footsteps.. or you and your mom yelling at each other. I will miss when you call me pussylips to my face.. I will miss us talking at work, I will miss us talking in person. I will miss your hugs, and the way you talk to me. I will miss the smell of bath and body and cigarettes. I will miss the insulin, and the pump. I hope you take care of yourself in that manner. I will miss hanging out, and you looking for your checkbook, and never having your phone charged, so when I need you I have to call Dan. There's a lot of memories we have... too much to list on a webpage. Just know I love you, probably more than Dan does :o) You will forever remain my best friend.. i dont care who comes into my life. Female or Male! I hope we can remain friends.. forever. And please don't forget about me when your wedding comes.. that will beone of the happiest days of my life. :o) I love you, Kelly Shannon.
Ok, due to extreme sadness at this point, I've got to stop writing... I'll fill you in on all the extras when I get down there...
Love yall.. and I'll miss all of you, even if I havent seen you in a while.:-\ Ciao bitches. -JB