Gawsh, it's been forever
Work really rox and sux at the same time. Especially now that I have to work with Ryan half of my work week. He's a great guy but it's going to be so hard trying to work with him and acting like nothing is going on between the two of us.
Yesterday, started it all and now I'm all confused. One of the waitresses found out about my crush on him, then went snooping her nose into my biz. She went to him asking if he liked someone who worked there and he said two people. Turns out I was one of them, and yea great, she then told him that I liked him. Not the brightest thing to do but yea. Kinda expected her to do that. But anyways, then he kept trying to talk to me in front of everybody at the restaurant. Something I did not want; this wasnt any of their biz. Well eventually we talked when we went on break, figured some things out and we're just gonna be friends for the most part. A relationship may happen later on, after Ive turned 18 and when we feel like it's ok to have one. He's really cool, and I like him a lot so it feels really weird. He said that he wants to come to the next home game which isn't for another 2 weeks. I wouldn't mind it if he came but then I'd be just even more nervous when it comes time to performing but yea.
Gotta go get ready to go see him at work. Not working today, but going up there because my boss asked me to. Seeing him will just be a perk. hehe, so yea anyways, going to practice tonight too. Tons of joy!!!
18 in 4 months and 10 days!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!