The Turning of the Page
I guess I lied. There is one more thing that needs to be said here. The conclusion...to this very long chapter in my life. They are all gone, I am a singular being;
and I am finally free.
Sunday, February 24th was the final day. This past week has been hard, adjusting to the changes and the emotions; not to mention the loneliness. But now I can finally move forward, and be something greater. And not for my sake or benefit. But for Becky's, and for Kaedyn's sake. I owe her three years for the stress and pain that I have put her through. Delving into my mind and my problems in an attempt to fix me cost her much...too much. So I have resolved to be better, and work hard until she can finally look at me in the eyes and tell me she is happy. And on that day...maybe I will find what I am looking for as well.
This is goodbye for Thera. I will miss you all, and we all know Becky will miss you all most of all.
But this is the end. The turning of the page; onto a very different path leading to a very different future. And even from all the way back here at the beginning of the path...I can still see that future...glistening gold.
and I am finally free.
Sunday, February 24th was the final day. This past week has been hard, adjusting to the changes and the emotions; not to mention the loneliness. But now I can finally move forward, and be something greater. And not for my sake or benefit. But for Becky's, and for Kaedyn's sake. I owe her three years for the stress and pain that I have put her through. Delving into my mind and my problems in an attempt to fix me cost her much...too much. So I have resolved to be better, and work hard until she can finally look at me in the eyes and tell me she is happy. And on that day...maybe I will find what I am looking for as well.
This is goodbye for Thera. I will miss you all, and we all know Becky will miss you all most of all.
But this is the end. The turning of the page; onto a very different path leading to a very different future. And even from all the way back here at the beginning of the path...I can still see that future...glistening gold.