easter funk
Depression is a pisser sometimes.
Not that my life is even really that bad,I am just unable to feel anything good about it at times like now.
I guess alot of my insecurities come from not having any form of physical companionship whatsoever.
Back in FL I had all the horses,lots of friends and even my dog.....here is no animals exept the ones I may see in somebodys yard driving somewhere,and tho I have a few friends here,its definatly not the same because I hardley see anyone,and dont even really have any ambition too most of the time.
I actually drew something for the first time in a while,but I will forwarn you that to some it may seem very disturbing.
I dont really know why i drew it,i just did.......so you have been warned but if you wish to see it anyway then it is here
http://i3.photobucket.com/albums/y88/Traygurr/Eastercolor.jpg
And as for me I feel like a drive.....I start my new job tomororow and I am looking forward to it.
Not that my life is even really that bad,I am just unable to feel anything good about it at times like now.
I guess alot of my insecurities come from not having any form of physical companionship whatsoever.
Back in FL I had all the horses,lots of friends and even my dog.....here is no animals exept the ones I may see in somebodys yard driving somewhere,and tho I have a few friends here,its definatly not the same because I hardley see anyone,and dont even really have any ambition too most of the time.
I actually drew something for the first time in a while,but I will forwarn you that to some it may seem very disturbing.
I dont really know why i drew it,i just did.......so you have been warned but if you wish to see it anyway then it is here
http://i3.photobucket.com/albums/y88/Traygurr/Eastercolor.jpg
And as for me I feel like a drive.....I start my new job tomororow and I am looking forward to it.