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Just for once I would like to understand the way that human nature works for most people.
I sit back and I observe my friends,roomates,co-workers,random people in general and the more I observe then the more I feel like an outcast or freak of nature because I just cannot comprehend why people choose to be so filled with pride and self pity over thier own lives or situations.
It seems that many can not or will not just open thier mind to other objectives or other point of views.
Some people are even so wrapped up with thierselves that they refuse to even acknowlage thier own reality as it is seen by others.
Humans seem to thrive off of self misery and hatred towards others.....I am no exeption.
In other news I was dating someone the past few weeks that I met here and he is from London......unfortuantly its not working out so we will most likley be breaking up by this weekend.
Every single tool I owned was stolen 2 days ago,and I think it was one of my roomates that did it,but I cant prove it for sure.......basicly I am just screwed out of all my tools,and any job that I may have done working on cars or doing construction is now out of the question.
And it wont stop raining here......this is supposed to be dry desert and we have had 9 years of rain since I have been here.
I am slowly turning into a hermit....I havent left anywhere but for work in about 5 days now.
I sit and look at pictures of horses that I have taken care of in the past and just hope they are happy and maybe remember something good about me.
My new job is still ok,but I want to stuff my shop foreman in a garbage can and roll him down a mountain into the river.
I have been really pissed off all this week.
I hope next week is better.
I sit back and I observe my friends,roomates,co-workers,random people in general and the more I observe then the more I feel like an outcast or freak of nature because I just cannot comprehend why people choose to be so filled with pride and self pity over thier own lives or situations.
It seems that many can not or will not just open thier mind to other objectives or other point of views.
Some people are even so wrapped up with thierselves that they refuse to even acknowlage thier own reality as it is seen by others.
Humans seem to thrive off of self misery and hatred towards others.....I am no exeption.
In other news I was dating someone the past few weeks that I met here and he is from London......unfortuantly its not working out so we will most likley be breaking up by this weekend.
Every single tool I owned was stolen 2 days ago,and I think it was one of my roomates that did it,but I cant prove it for sure.......basicly I am just screwed out of all my tools,and any job that I may have done working on cars or doing construction is now out of the question.
And it wont stop raining here......this is supposed to be dry desert and we have had 9 years of rain since I have been here.
I am slowly turning into a hermit....I havent left anywhere but for work in about 5 days now.
I sit and look at pictures of horses that I have taken care of in the past and just hope they are happy and maybe remember something good about me.
My new job is still ok,but I want to stuff my shop foreman in a garbage can and roll him down a mountain into the river.
I have been really pissed off all this week.
I hope next week is better.