Jan 25, 2004 21:55
I don't even know what's going on anymore.
Today this guy got mad and was being all drama about it cause he thought i gave him a dirty look. I didn't mean to i told him that and said sorry and he was all like whatever. okkay why are guys all dramatic too?
Do i even have friends anymore? I feel like there is noone there for me.
Why do i always get shit? i don't do anything to people and everyone is such an ass hole to me and i take all their shit. that's going to change. i went off at my best friend a week ago cause i was sick of her shit. i have anger problems so you don't want to get on my bad side or else i'll fuckin go crazy .
I'm getting too over-whelmed with everything. i JUST want to go crazy . there is like this little psycho devil inside me that wants to get out.
i ask of you to just PLEASE be nice to me. i just want to be happy. i don't want shit or drama anymore im fuckin sick of it. and if your going to give me either one of those don't plan on talking to me or being my friend (if i even have any).