well that's what comes from too much pills and liquor
kind of scary how easy it is to let yourself go. i feel like i had everything in control just a few short weeks ago. now everything is slipping out of control. ok that sounds a little more dramatic that my situation actually is, but i really felt like every part of my life was changing for the better and out of nowhere i feel like things aren't how i'd imagined they would be.
i finally talked to maury after months of not speaking. it was SUCH a bad idea, holly and i were wasted and basically told the bitch everything i've been needing to get out for a long time now. it felt good, but not really. she hasn't changed at all, it was as if five months hadn't even passed.
so micheal j and i are dunzo. not that there was really anything there to begin with, but i definitely had my hopes up. i'm not really sure what happened. i guess i got kind of scared of getting too attached, so i detached myself before things would progress anymore. story of my life.
school. draining. no end in sight. well, 2 years. seems like an eternity.
not working out anymore. mostly because i don't have to parade around in a g-string every weekend. hopefully i'll get back into a groove next week.
okay. just needed a bit of a release. back to greek mythology.
peace, love, and audrey II
i finally talked to maury after months of not speaking. it was SUCH a bad idea, holly and i were wasted and basically told the bitch everything i've been needing to get out for a long time now. it felt good, but not really. she hasn't changed at all, it was as if five months hadn't even passed.
so micheal j and i are dunzo. not that there was really anything there to begin with, but i definitely had my hopes up. i'm not really sure what happened. i guess i got kind of scared of getting too attached, so i detached myself before things would progress anymore. story of my life.
school. draining. no end in sight. well, 2 years. seems like an eternity.
not working out anymore. mostly because i don't have to parade around in a g-string every weekend. hopefully i'll get back into a groove next week.
okay. just needed a bit of a release. back to greek mythology.
peace, love, and audrey II
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