hollaback young'n!
LIVEJOURNAL!?!?! what-whaaat!
so, i'm gonna try and revive this bad boy. i can't even think where i left off, so i don't know where to begin...
holy shit, just got a new posturepedic mattress. enough said.
the biggest event as of late i guess would be the whole maury drama. i think it would be unwise to completely divulge every detail about the situation, but basically my best friend convinced my mother to go behind my back and do things that no one wants their mother doing, especially with their best friend. i was really angry and hurt when it happened. those were probably the two most important people in my life and they were knowingly lying to me. well this all happened last semester and i've officially separated myself from maury's life, which was really hard because she was my absolute closest friend ever.
well i dropped by my mother's house yesterday because i hadn't seen her in awhile, and there was maury's car. i knocked on the door, HEARD them inside the house, but she didn't answer. there's something seriously wrong with a mother who will let a crazy bitch in her house for selfish reasons and not even open the door for her son. it hurts, but i can't really afford to keep hurting. it's hard to realize the woman i had SO much respect and love for isn't as strong as i thought she was.
but enough of that. on to more important things. like the full MONTY!! ahhhh! i really love the show, it's hilarious, really good music. i'm pretty reserved, and we're actually going the full monty, so it's definitely forcing me to push past some inhibitions. i'm just worried about certain things in the show. the lead is a really great singer, but has a really tough time with lines. it's understandable, he's got a shitload of them. but, come on. we've got a week. all the other guys are either really good singers or actors, or both. the girls are really fun to watch, and my character is really well written, so i'm really excited about it!
this has been such a great year for me as far as growing as a performer. i was sick as shit for my voice juries, and was really worried about my grade, but i got all As from the voice faculty, and the head of the department even said i was the most improved voice of the semester! and i was so surprised with the comments i got after "honk!" it really challenged me vocally and as an actor, and it felt really good to finally be happy with my own performance. but... enough about me.
um i have no money. ever. so i took out a small loan :/. i know EVERYONE has to take out loans, but i haven't really had to do that, it's just a scary thing. ugh, son't get me started about school. i'm officially changing my major to music marketing. what the HULL am i gonna do with that? no clue. but, i definitely don't want to be a teacher. and it would be the biggest mistake to go into that profession because it's safe. so, we'll see.
ok, i'm off to work out with manda and maybe get crunk tonight? we shall see...
peace, love, and millie
ok, i think i'm going to try and post a video of the day for evey entry i post. we'll see how long that lasts: this is a video from... i can't even remember. not too long ago, but i forgot all about it.
so, i'm gonna try and revive this bad boy. i can't even think where i left off, so i don't know where to begin...
holy shit, just got a new posturepedic mattress. enough said.
the biggest event as of late i guess would be the whole maury drama. i think it would be unwise to completely divulge every detail about the situation, but basically my best friend convinced my mother to go behind my back and do things that no one wants their mother doing, especially with their best friend. i was really angry and hurt when it happened. those were probably the two most important people in my life and they were knowingly lying to me. well this all happened last semester and i've officially separated myself from maury's life, which was really hard because she was my absolute closest friend ever.
well i dropped by my mother's house yesterday because i hadn't seen her in awhile, and there was maury's car. i knocked on the door, HEARD them inside the house, but she didn't answer. there's something seriously wrong with a mother who will let a crazy bitch in her house for selfish reasons and not even open the door for her son. it hurts, but i can't really afford to keep hurting. it's hard to realize the woman i had SO much respect and love for isn't as strong as i thought she was.
but enough of that. on to more important things. like the full MONTY!! ahhhh! i really love the show, it's hilarious, really good music. i'm pretty reserved, and we're actually going the full monty, so it's definitely forcing me to push past some inhibitions. i'm just worried about certain things in the show. the lead is a really great singer, but has a really tough time with lines. it's understandable, he's got a shitload of them. but, come on. we've got a week. all the other guys are either really good singers or actors, or both. the girls are really fun to watch, and my character is really well written, so i'm really excited about it!
this has been such a great year for me as far as growing as a performer. i was sick as shit for my voice juries, and was really worried about my grade, but i got all As from the voice faculty, and the head of the department even said i was the most improved voice of the semester! and i was so surprised with the comments i got after "honk!" it really challenged me vocally and as an actor, and it felt really good to finally be happy with my own performance. but... enough about me.
um i have no money. ever. so i took out a small loan :/. i know EVERYONE has to take out loans, but i haven't really had to do that, it's just a scary thing. ugh, son't get me started about school. i'm officially changing my major to music marketing. what the HULL am i gonna do with that? no clue. but, i definitely don't want to be a teacher. and it would be the biggest mistake to go into that profession because it's safe. so, we'll see.
ok, i'm off to work out with manda and maybe get crunk tonight? we shall see...
peace, love, and millie
ok, i think i'm going to try and post a video of the day for evey entry i post. we'll see how long that lasts: this is a video from... i can't even remember. not too long ago, but i forgot all about it.
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