i just dont know
So the last couple days have been long and next to no sleep, you know like 2 hours in the last two nights, so i'm extremely crabby and irritable right now....friday was fun getting out and bowling up until the end when i had to tell everyone Mariah was going home, which was quite the sad time ...then there was saturday, started the day with chrysta's birthday party, then the extremely stupid and almost completely unplanned installation then to classic bowl to chill with amanda and them for a bit....then off to amandas or mariahs going away party, which lasted all of about an hour and most of the time was spent playing with a toddler toy that shoots balls around with an air pump.....today was the big day of dropping her off at the airport, everything was all good until i pulled up to drop her off and then all bets were off, but we had to say goodbye for now at least no matter how much it hurt, i didnt totally lose my mind and everything in my stomach until i got just around the corner and coughed until i was throwing up on myself, oh what fun, not much else to say other than i am going to kill at bowling tonight, one way or another, i'm out for the time being.