so i may be dead after this entry

[traviswannabe]

So I figured it was time to write for the last time as I may be dead after this one....here goes....so st patricks day, what a night, so i decided to go to the bar but noone could go with me so I figured I'd just go for a couple quick and go home, didnt happen that way, as I ran into Crysta's mom and she invited me over to where she was at to meet her friends and whatever...so she ended up introducing me to her friend Char, which i didnt need, so I had a couple of crinks with her and talked with her in between dancing as well, so right as the last song of the night was being played I find out quite some interesting stuff, first off Chris introduced me to her expecting me to take her home, also she only happens to be 41, been married for 14 years and has two boys, one 19 and the other 23 which just made it so wrong and I was up and gone after I heard this, alright so now that that fun stuff is out of the way onto the partying weekend at kristy's....so friday it started at mikandras, which wasnt horrible, as you know i was trying to steal gary's gf who i happened to have met for the second time and you know her following me around must mean i was doing something, whatever i really dont care on that....not long after that it was off to kristy's with her and candice her sister....we didnt do all that much exciting other than we made a no-sew blanket and i got candice really drunk as she wanted 151 so I gave it to her...ended up leaving before 6 and saw the sun rise......so saturday rolled around, didnt wake up until the afternoon sometime but then again there was no need to as nothing was going on until the party that night, most of our group showed up for once in a while and I ended up with quite the night, I ended up sleeping with Candice in the chair in the living room and she blew me, I never saw either of those coming but I'm not complaining.....so halfway through the night I was getting into that feeling of loneliness as people were pairing up again and every song we heard was a love one and noone was there for me so I drank pretty hard which is never a solution....so after all of that evryone started to leave and i went home after 5:30 sometime, only to have to get up at 9:30 today for devotional day with demolay which sucked but oh well its done with....I have a ? for anyone who reads this, is there any particuliar reason why people keep trying to set me up with married women???....well i'm out.

oh yeah Amber I have a ? for you, how come it always seems no matter where the convo starts it ends up getting to sex somehow, hmmm, that must mean something, maybe it just never leaves either of our minds.