i hate my line of work
i must be a glutton for punishment with cingular, i hate it all i dont want the stress of sales anymore i want to do something where i dont need to compete with anyone to be apreciated. my stress level is through the roof right now because im 3rd ranked and im not satisfied until im in the lead. im not trying to sound like im an arrogent sales person its just the way i am. i am not satisfied with myself, and i dont feel ive done my best until im on top. i try and tell myself that its only natural to get caught in the undertow when im coming back from a 9 day vacation and giving everyone else that 9 day jump on me. my vacation...those 9 days were the most relaxing ive had in a while just being away from here and not having to think about cell phones was great. i need a personal life something that can mean more to me than my work....it would be so much easier if the job didnt pay so well and the benefits wernt so good.
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