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If this was the way you felt, I wish you wouldn't have led me to beleive that everything was alright. We talked about everything. You were having problems, and we discussed them. And we were okay. Couldn't you have just ended then? When I was ready for it? Instead of now, when it blindsided me like I did that car when we were driving too fast down McArthur St.?
"I'll always take a little part of you with me."
What the fuck kind of bullshit is that? You might as well have said, "It's not you, it's me." Fucking cliché. And you couldn't say it? A fucking piece of paper does it for you? That's all? You said it was because I was going off to college, and I'd meet new people, meet new girls. I told you i wanted to keep going though. You knew how I felt. I guess I didn't mean as much to you as you did to me. Good luck ever finding someone who cared about you as much as I did. It won't happen, not for a long time. You meant everything to me. I spent my entire day cleaning my room for you so I could finally give you that tour you always wanted. Everything I did, I did it with you in mind, I thought about you when planning my day, my week. What the hell?
"I'll always take a little part of you with me."
What the fuck kind of bullshit is that? You might as well have said, "It's not you, it's me." Fucking cliché. And you couldn't say it? A fucking piece of paper does it for you? That's all? You said it was because I was going off to college, and I'd meet new people, meet new girls. I told you i wanted to keep going though. You knew how I felt. I guess I didn't mean as much to you as you did to me. Good luck ever finding someone who cared about you as much as I did. It won't happen, not for a long time. You meant everything to me. I spent my entire day cleaning my room for you so I could finally give you that tour you always wanted. Everything I did, I did it with you in mind, I thought about you when planning my day, my week. What the hell?