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i feel so lost- in this anxious crowd of people- they all push me- one way or another- running in and out- trying to find my home- to figure out- this great mystery- of where i belong-once again -odd man out-im slowly drifting away- trying to push past this ever going current- and find myself0 cause now im just caught- in this daze of disorder- so catch me when i fall- this illusion wont last long- im just a dabbler- in this game called life- this trepidation- its not helping- holding me back- from the place id love to be- one day ill find it- ill arise from this dream - but as of now- i just stand lost in this anxious crowd of people
yea so im home "sick" today. my mom is pissed. oh well. i just cant deal with school. it drives me insane. and considering i absolutly cant concentrate in any of my classes and i fail all my tests.. its not getting me anywhere. i know i should go, and i should have some motivation to do good... but i dont at all. and i dont mind. oh well.
yea so im home "sick" today. my mom is pissed. oh well. i just cant deal with school. it drives me insane. and considering i absolutly cant concentrate in any of my classes and i fail all my tests.. its not getting me anywhere. i know i should go, and i should have some motivation to do good... but i dont at all. and i dont mind. oh well.