decisions decisions
I think the real reason why I didn't go anywhere for spring break
*besides the eternal lack of funds* really the main reason
was because I know if I got a chance to go somewhere else,
I probably wouldn't come back.... for a long time.
I'm SERIOUSLY contemplating going to new zealand, london or ANYWHERE b/sides here/home
after graduation... runing away w/Jen, Kat and Possible whoever wants to
see the otherside of the universe (Jaimee and Ash You ARE INCLUDED,if you so wish)
I'll probably go through SWAP, this program that sets you up w/ a Job / Apt. or rather a plan
ticket to a destination and you do the rest... I need an adventure some beautiful mystery in my
life... no setteling down PLEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
not for a while. I want to have a bajilllllion kids SomeDAY Not in the near future though.
I know you can't always plan it... I just want to travel like the wind and land where
she stops. I almost don't even want to go home this summer, cause really, I have more school, work, and get to deal with (person) and his control/abuse about things I want to do with my life. I love being dependent on others *AHEM!* (rude mixed w/disobediance and problem with authority) ...although I wouldn't of made it this far without (person) being up my nose about it all. seriously... I'd of prostituded myself to brookside or the bakery along time ago if I didn't have my someone being an asshole the whole time. I guess thats just the way it goes sometimes. then my anger turns into love in the end... really odd how that works. ... but it deffinently doesn't always work that way. wow I would REALLLY love some people to death if it did.
*mmm...contemplating those who would die from my love*
any ways... exam time has begun... please can I suck some exhaust and get it over with?
more papers to write, tests to skool .. and then DANCE DANCE DANCE.. ALL SHE WANTS TO DO IS DANCE!
and drive HOME HomE HOME!
and SEE LOVES!!!
PARTY.. ... more PartY ... ... ... and PARTY PARTY PARTY .... ... sleep.
*besides the eternal lack of funds* really the main reason
was because I know if I got a chance to go somewhere else,
I probably wouldn't come back.... for a long time.
I'm SERIOUSLY contemplating going to new zealand, london or ANYWHERE b/sides here/home
after graduation... runing away w/Jen, Kat and Possible whoever wants to
see the otherside of the universe (Jaimee and Ash You ARE INCLUDED,if you so wish)
I'll probably go through SWAP, this program that sets you up w/ a Job / Apt. or rather a plan
ticket to a destination and you do the rest... I need an adventure some beautiful mystery in my
life... no setteling down PLEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
not for a while. I want to have a bajilllllion kids SomeDAY Not in the near future though.
I know you can't always plan it... I just want to travel like the wind and land where
she stops. I almost don't even want to go home this summer, cause really, I have more school, work, and get to deal with (person) and his control/abuse about things I want to do with my life. I love being dependent on others *AHEM!* (rude mixed w/disobediance and problem with authority) ...although I wouldn't of made it this far without (person) being up my nose about it all. seriously... I'd of prostituded myself to brookside or the bakery along time ago if I didn't have my someone being an asshole the whole time. I guess thats just the way it goes sometimes. then my anger turns into love in the end... really odd how that works. ... but it deffinently doesn't always work that way. wow I would REALLLY love some people to death if it did.
*mmm...contemplating those who would die from my love*
any ways... exam time has begun... please can I suck some exhaust and get it over with?
more papers to write, tests to skool .. and then DANCE DANCE DANCE.. ALL SHE WANTS TO DO IS DANCE!
and drive HOME HomE HOME!
and SEE LOVES!!!
PARTY.. ... more PartY ... ... ... and PARTY PARTY PARTY .... ... sleep.