ok
Alright now I feel a little better about the former situation just because I've finally gotten to talk to him - it's like 6pm and I have been worrying myself to death over nothing...I don't know why I do this to myself.
I'm completely insane I guess...I feel like it lately - can't get a grip on the reality that I need and want. I hate being patient for things to come out the way you want them to. I'm not going to end this entry with a song lyric (suprise!) but instead I'm going to put my horoscope for today in it. I'm sure I'll write more later.
3-18-2004
Your illusions are wavering like mirages. The feeling that you might be disappointed is worse than the disappointment itself. All of your hard work doesn't seem to add up to much. Ask yourself whether this is a state of mind or a circumstance beyond your control. Perhaps it's just a lesson in how to be satisfied with less. Be patient with people who don't understand your problem. Maintaining healthy relations with those around you has never been more important during such a difficult time. You never know which stranger could turn around and become your friend.
I'm completely insane I guess...I feel like it lately - can't get a grip on the reality that I need and want. I hate being patient for things to come out the way you want them to. I'm not going to end this entry with a song lyric (suprise!) but instead I'm going to put my horoscope for today in it. I'm sure I'll write more later.
3-18-2004
Your illusions are wavering like mirages. The feeling that you might be disappointed is worse than the disappointment itself. All of your hard work doesn't seem to add up to much. Ask yourself whether this is a state of mind or a circumstance beyond your control. Perhaps it's just a lesson in how to be satisfied with less. Be patient with people who don't understand your problem. Maintaining healthy relations with those around you has never been more important during such a difficult time. You never know which stranger could turn around and become your friend.