Oct 11, 2007 00:12
It is now October 11
Lauren died 2 years ago, today. I miss her so much, and still think of her every day.
Lauren, I hope where ever you are, you have found peace.
It sort of depresses me to be in Lexington, because the last conversation I ever had with Lauren was in Lexington, the first time I was here, to look at the grad program I am now attending. Every time I walk downtown I think of her, because that was the last time we connected. She was doing so well, when I talked to her then, I don't understand what happened. I don't think I ever will, but I have to trust that she had her reasons for doing what she did. I think I have finally come to terms with that, the best I can. Thank god this October is better than that of 2 years ago. I think that was the lowest point of my life, so everything seems peachy now in comparison. But at least I was/am still alive.
Does anyone know the contact info of her parents? I have always wanted to write them, since it happened.
Lauren- I miss you. I don't understand death and so I don't understand that I won't ever see you again. You were a good friend to me..... thank you.