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Jan 29, 2006 13:52

Plans for the near future.... I started looking at airfares to Vancouver and I think it's going to work out for us to make it to my sister's wedding but not before that. She's getting married May 20th so I'm looking at us coming out May 17 and flying back May 24 or so. It doesn't make sense for us to make 2 trips so I had to choose between the Easter weekend or the wedding and of course family comes first. So, if all is going well, Greg and I will be in Vancouver for a week in late May.

I'm feeling a little stronger every day but I get over enthusiastic sometimes and make plans that I have to later call off. Rob&Kathleen invited us over for Saturday night and when they invited us I was feeling really good so I said yes. Then when it came time to get dressed to go out my energy level was very low so I backed out. I hope they understood.

I had an introspective moment earlier this morning when I woke up with pain in my side. I hadn't felt a pain in that place before so of course I started wondering if this was some new George attack that was going to lead to the end. I can't describe the emotions I went through, I'll just leave it there because I have no words for it.

I tried to contact my ex-husband but I haven't had any response from him. I have to respect his choice if that's the way he wants it, but I will always regret not being able to thank his parents for the influence they had on my life. They accepted me with open arms no matter what I looked like or how I acted and I want them to know it meant a lot to me. I also wanted to talk to my ex-husband one more time but again, he has chosen not to reply and I will have to respect that.
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