It's Saturday and I hadn't planned to be up this early but here I am.... I am downstairs in the living room curled up in my chair with the fireplace going. It snowed here over the last 2 days so everything outside is white and bright. I was bored laying there in bed so I decided to go see what CJ was doing and then CJ and I woke up
klashville who is here for the weekend. Then I came downstairs, ate something so I could take my pills and promptly barfed it up again.. not fun.
I had a dream last night about being with the Darksiders. We were looking at the calendar that
gerimaple made for me with pictures from my family (I consider Darksiders family) and I guess that's where the dream came from. We were in our old North Van apartment just hanging out together, laughing and enjoying each other. It seems like such a long time since I've been able to do that. I miss them very much and I hope I'll be able to see them again as a group soon.
In the meantime
wetbird is coming out for a couple of days this week and my father is plotting to bring my nephew out for the day the week after and even my Grandmother and my aunt are coming to see me. It's very touching that they all want to see me and I think it will help them accept the situation. I know I am surrounded by folks who love me, I'm very lucky.