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trav.
Table of Contents for your convenience :
1. School/LJ
2. Growing
3. Leaving The 915
4. Recent Journal
5. Friends
6. Liesure time
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1.
When you see a new side of yourself, how do you react?
I saw a side of me I really like. That is the do good in school side of me.
The semester is ending soon and I've finally had a little break from Livejournal.
I felt like updating, I remember when I started livejournal, I would get so happy
when I saw that someone had left a comment. I never thought there could be a bad
comment, but eventually there was an awesome little debate on one of my updates.
I am not saying i don't care about comments anymore. To be honest i really really
enjoy them because it makes me feel special. And we ALL love to be feel special, right?
I know I do.
2.
I was talking to my dad about an hour ago. I really really wanted to get a little
lift kit, or clothes, or an iPod (hehe, im hoping to get that another way *thanks mark*).
But i realized my family isn't doesn't have the financial comfort we would love. So I told
them I don't want anything, i am really thankful for everything i have and just want them
to support me. I thought we would get closer when my brother left, but it didn't happen.
But now that i am leaving in about 8 months, i know we are getting closer, and i just generally
enjoy my parents company more than i used to. I see a lot of my friends that are really close
to their parents and i dont wish i had that, but it is a nice thing to see. But i know my parents
are there for me. And i know i could go to them for emergencies. That is a luxury we should be
thankful for. Who am i to say you should be thankful?? No one, but if you have this, take advantage
of it because some people don't and would wish to have it.
3.
Growing up i always wanted to leave, I pictured Seattle or San Antonio. I
love those cities. I am leaving in 8 months and it is hitting me. I know people
who have left and love it, and miss EP. I just can't wait to be on my own. I
will learn so much and be the 'poor college kid.' But it will be worth it.
A lot of people complain about El Paso. I see it everywhere, a lot of it on
livejournals. I think the reason el paso seems to suck is that the talent and
people we need to make this place even better than it is leave. If half of the
people who leave because El Paso sucked and they wanted more would stay, they
would have made this a better place for us all. Maybe not right away, but it
would be awesome to have people be proud of our city like on TRL when they scream out
BROOKLYN and QUEENS when the mic is right in their face because they love where they are from.
I do not mean to complain, but it seems that the people who do; do not do anything about it.
*note* i have never been to seattle.
4.
To sum it up. Thanksgiving was super duper tubular bright and beautiful.
I went on a date last Friday! I have not been on a date in a while, and
although I didn't see the little pop ups in her head like on Blind Date,
I think it was a smashing success. Played Mario Kart with K, saw K a lot.
I love her. It is amazing how much you learn about the person you think
you know everything about. And how comfortable you begin to feel around their family.
Her family is awesome and have been so nice to me, its great to know that.
It was just good to see her, and more memories to be jammed into my heart for the
following years to come.
5.
I wanted to give a message to all my friends before my brain becomes overloaded
with a bunch of short term memory that will jam into long term, so i gotta say
how i feel so i could never say i held anything back. I really want to do a lot of
people, and its going to be honest.
Most of the people on here will prolly never see this. If i forgot someone, i am truly sorry
but if you think you know me and should be on the list. the truth is you should be, i just
forget about a lot of moments that mattered to me, and i apoligize.
A-
Allie-I miss you my first love. You were beautiful and i cry whenever i think of your beautiful
face. I would do anything to have you again my yellow lab, you were the best dog ever.
Adam G-I met you through pat and mark, and i am glad i did. We've had a lot of memories i won't forget.
I hope you won't, i loved those spending the night days man.
Amanda Ortega-You are the one person I can say reminds me of me. You are an awesome person. Thank You.
Addis-Known you for a while and we were pretty damn close i would say. Cool dude, we need people
like you in the world. thanks man.
Adriana Ortega-You are on top of my list of people I see as individuals. I appreciate your existence.
Amanda Estorga-You are frikkin cool "dude!" glad i met ya.
Aaron-you are a funny guy man. Your crazy too! you crack me up, and im glad to have you as a friend.
Adriana Marquez-The Most Artistic....'nuff said. Thanks for all the laughs.
Adrian Hernandez-You are awesome man, although you took my spot as guitarist for Relic, cuz i have no
musical talent whatsover, you are smart and i love talking to you. Your smart man.
B-
Broome-Man i am glad i met you. If one person can make me laugh, its you. Glad to know i can
talk to you if i needed to. I love you bro. Thanks for being a great friend.
Broey-You know how i feel broder.
Bujanda-Man i loved knowing you in high school, you loved games and so did i. Vision Inc. Forever man.
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Chris Cisneros- Biggest tech freak ever. Smart as Gates. Vision Inc. Forever man.
Chris Lopez-I will never forget Dopey. Thanks for being a cool dude.
Chris Sheldon-Long have we known each other. Long have i loved you. Great friend. You are the
strongest person mentally i can think of.
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Daniel R.-Thanks for opening my eyes to so much and drinking poison in
my name. I know you were there for me, and i know you are there for me.
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3Q-Eq, my buddy. You rock. You bring fun to anyone around you, thanks for everything, I know i could
tell you anything and you would hear me out. To the beginning of the cell phone unplugging and to
our inevitable future as friends.
E.J.-haha you crack me up. another one of the guaranteed to laugh when i see/talk to. Take care bro.
Erik C.-The guy i would talk to and want to be like in wrestling. Man you are an awesome person. I
admire you in so many ways. You are nice, courteous, always do a favor for a friend, cute,
and did i mention nice? Thanks for "lowering my cholesterol."
Ericka C-To the popular girl who was nice to me in middle school. Can't wait for the ferrari Ericka.
I usually dont think people are smarter than me *stubborn i know* but you....break that barrier.
Evelyn-Thanks for being a great friend in eigth grade. First girl to break my heart...
F-
Fonz '02-Thanks for making me feel comfortable around you cool guys. I just wanted to be accepted and
viewed as a cool guy to you all, you made that happen. Thanks man. To Jimmy *ching*
Fonz '04-C-Unit! Strongest guy i know, glad i met you, glad you are there to talk to me, and you overall
are just another strong person in this world that is a great friend.
G-
Gabe-My wrestling idol. You were a bad ass! Thanks for all the compliments, they really made me
feel special and I will always remember the times we spent together. Thanks for the rides
home after practice, and thanks for making me feel "cool."
H-
Hector-One of the cooler dudes i met in high school. Another great thinker of our time. Woosh!
Hugo-Thanks for making me feel like a bad ass mc. my lyrics were always the worst. "why stress?"
I-
whoh this is a first? i couldnt think of one! ill edit one if if i think of 'em.
J-
Jamal-.....WHAT can i possibly write in a few sentences to describe you!?!? We've come a long way man
and our road is still in the horizon. To a lot of the greatest moments in my life *ching* Thanks
Bro. To Vision Inc. One of the Elite.
Jackie N.-Everytime I see you, you are smarter and cooler. Great personality and cool person in general.
Jackie R.-Well i enjoyed getting mail from you. You were a great friend and i still know you are.
Thanks Jack.
Josh Duran-Glad to have met you. I won't ever forget that lunch where not only did i go to your house
with Hugo, but we had freestyle battles. CS was great. Thanks for being a cool friend. I
have a feeling we'll keep in touch.
Jorge-Glad to have met you. To Vision Inc.
Jesse P-I remember seeing you so much and wondering about you. For some reason we became friends and it
was great. Thanks for being there when i want to go to village inn. "Oh Come on Dave."
Jerry-yup ur in here man, you have been cool to talk to these past weeks. Hope to see you more "you bad
ass!" To the 915.
Jesse E-An Original. You should be the mascot for Buddy Lee, cuz you are strong as an ironclad. Really
Glad to have met you. Your a good man.
K-
Katy-Super cool, and an individual. Always stood up for what you believe. Thanks for being a great friend
and thanks to your family so being so nice to me.
Kenny P.-Met your bro first in wrestling, then you. Wrestled with you all the time and damn man we just
connected. Thanks for getting me into the big H. We have a lot in common despite what you
may think. To LANs *ching*.
Kenny E-Thanks for being my friend when i hung out with you guys. You always took care of me and we had
each others back. Remember when we beat Tim and Lewis in basketball. That was ownage!
L-
Luis-The one and only. Again too many memories. We owned together man. Your a smart and cool dude i
to have as a best friend. I remember how cool i felt when you let me wear your jersey to the game.
Thanks man, and to our future as friends. You really changed me, Thanks Bro. Another Elite.
M-
Mark-You know you were going to be on here, and it made you smile huh? Mark, i consider you among the
Elite of friends, thanks for teaching me so damn much. You're there for me like Joe playing in the
background of the gulf war. You are a true friend. Man i could go on and on...sodatoast, relic,
the 915, 52" crew, another Elite. Thanks Bro.
Matt-uh yah heres to you man, go pack and go nightshade, and 4lw.
Mike-Man you crack me up. You are smart, and should be in a movie. You are very strong emotionally
and physically. And i'll never forget our homecoming dilemma when Erik schooled us ;) Lunch on Sat?
N-
Nico-(5112)Glad to have met you. Already a lot of memories. One of the Elite.
Thanks for everything, smart,funny, handsome, babybutt. You are everything
a friend and more could ask for. Thanks Bro.
O-
I'm just not that popular. heh oh well.
P-
Paul-To Wolf Blitzen, Novelas, and our beautiful Flash Presentation. Man it rocked!!
Pat-Met you in Kinder, grew up with you. Grew up best friends. Not anymore but good to know what we
had. A lot of memories i won't ever forget man. You are one of the select few to see the crazy T.
Q-
Quazy Moto-haha...sorry but i thought of him, and he makes me laugh. Thank you Quazy (Quasy?).
R-
Rob-The best driver I've ever met. Thank you man. You have taught me more than i could have imagined.
Thanks for letting me feel like a part of the crew. You are an individual and crack me up at the
same time. GTA owns huh? Can't wait to keep on wheelin with you. Thanks again man. You really
made me feel like a good friend. Remember the hail storm when we got stuck? And boating........
Ron-You drive a dream machine. Thanks for hanging with us out there on the trail.
S-
Sandy-You are awesome, and another thinker. I'm really lucky to get along with my love's friends, and you
are no exception. Thanks for everything and all the favors and talks and answering the phones!
Sam Le-You were an awesome Pokemon player, even though you cheated ur way to the top with 3 mewtos...
Surge-You are like a brother to me. Another friend with tons of memories. To Star Wars, Our dream cars
that we both got, Trampoline stitches, paintball, SF Rush: 2049, Nintendo, Hot Pockets, Kaaaaay,
and a great friendship. Love you Bro. Thanks.
Sergio(2nd Surge)-To CS, CTF, Smack Down, Jeeps, LOTR, Matrix, and Star Wars. A sci fi geek like me, and
a great gamer as well. To our memories and many more to come i hope. i really do.
T-
Tony-Not only does your cereal rock. Tory-Thanks for being a great girlfriend to broey, it was good having you there to talk to on the long drives all the time. Thanks to your family as well and to that cutie pie Boo. You are one comfy ride where i learned to wheel in.
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V-
Vanessa-You crack me up and always compliment me. Thank you for being so nice to
me, I respect you so much and you deserve the best. Vince-Bro we've had a lot of memories. To our betting days with Coach Carrasco to COKE to many more. Take care, and thanks for liking the cowboys cuz it makes me richer.
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X-
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Z-
To those not mentioned i am sorry. just tell me if you feel you should be on there, ill edit
some in if i remember anyone important.
IF you realized that my girlfriend Karyna is not on there, it is because she is more than a friend. Simple as that,
it iis also complicated. She's more of an Angel that saved me from my hell. Wow, I am so thankful
that the first person i loved was this amazing and smart and funny and beautiful! "WHOH/WELL!" "GROOAR!!"
Baby I love you. I will never forgot what we had, have and will have no matter what. You are the only
person in the world i can say I will never dislike and mean it. Strong words you're all wondering. "Well" it is true. How blessed am I for the person i am in love with to love me back?
Most Important Person. An Elite. An Absolute Value, as there is not one thing negative about her. I love you.
To us *ching*.
6.
I Made Brownies. They were really good. I saw Saw with K, that movie was very similiar
to Se7en but didn't capture me as much and pull me in. None the less it was scarier and a
cool movie. The 915 is doing good. good job boys, you guys rock.
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Thanks for reading.
Have a great day, you deserve it!
trav.