Blah ..... and a bunch of bullshit

[traumadrama06]

BLAH i just dont know anymore. Life is pretty good though. I am now the man of kristen morgan. i forgot what it was like without her until i read my journals and thought about it. I use to whine a lot and was always sad or depressed over some stupid bullshit. Now i just dont care about bad things because she makes me so happy. i should be calling

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[minimorgan]

i wish things were better for you...i wish you could be with the people you love always, because thats all anyone deserves sometime or another. it seems theres only so much i can do to make anyone feel any different or make a change in anyones life at all. and its so insignificant when i do. but for now i feel happy that you see a change in yourself for the best.^_^

i sometimes feel like im not the special someone you think i am. all i do isnt enough to suffice for the pain you know is coming (or already has). ive been holding out for someone like you for ....ever? i know its you and only you i feel like i find a hope with. i love you! all im trying to say is it hurts inside to know i can feel so much and not have to love returned sometimes. i know you love others. thats great! im happy you do. all i mean to tell you is to not be so surpressing when i question or feel insecure...its only because i want love too.. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH YOU ARE MY EVERYTHING!!!! all i want is for you to be happy please dont ever forget that. its all i want.. your happiness!