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i do so many things that i tell myself i won't do. for instance:
*write in my lj even though i said i was finished.
*i quit smoking and start again (i blame you kelli ;] )
*i still keep to myself around some of the people in my classes when i should be the little fireball i am.
*get into fights with my father
*LIE LIE LIE
*make up excuses to not hang out with a person
blah blah.
i really didnt want to write in this again. but now i have an urge. so here we go.
sometimes i really like aacc and sometimes i completely hate it
good things about aacc:
*its smaller. and im used to that thanks to bsa
*its not far away from home
*im working on campus- therefore im not home as much
*my english is the best class ive EVER had. we actually have thought-provoking seminars. AND there are intelligent people in my class. I LOVE IT
*skipping is an easier choice
*lots of walking
* okay people
* my oceanography prof. "b man" who says "man" in a very funny voice,every single time
i have so many dislikes about aacc. i know almost for sure that they out weigh my likes. but i dont feel like listing those. maybe anoter day.
if i had the opportunity to go somplace else- i would, in all honesty. aacc isn't all that bad. it's just that i dont see myself here. there's all these places i want to go to and all these things that i want to. but im stuck in this quad.
yesterday i got into an awful fight with my father. i dont even know who he is anymore. we see too much of eachother and all we do is pound eachother into the wall. it's getting repetitive.
james is such a great guy. but i dont know how much more of him i can handel. every 5 minutes he's texting me telling me every thing. and he gets really jeulous REALLy easily. and we're not even dating yet. that's a problem. he asked me to go to the hooka bar tonite- but i declined. i need a break.
i miss a lot of people. thankfully i got to see alfalfa and her new friends in towson on tuesday. and got some high time- fo' free. i had a good time. im looking forward to next weekend and deep creek.
i cant belive im turning 18 next week. i could have cared less a few months ago because i could already do a lot of things. but now i really want it. im really looking forward to it. i was having this funny conversation with charlie today about his 18th birthday and how he could hardly remeber it. i hope mine is like that. he also said that he was arrested on his borthday for trespassing- in a fucking park. i almost peed my pants from laughing so hard.
i love house. that sarcastic asshole is so entertaining. im going to eat [some more] mint choco chip ice cream and finish watching house.