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when you grow up loathing the only man you've ever known, you began to harbor hostility for anything with a dick.
your parents are the most influental people in your life, granted you're "lucky" enough to have lived with both of them as a child. so what does that say about my extreme hatred for my father?
just when i think we're through with the seventh grade "father/daughter agression" bullshit, he always manages to pull a fast one on me.
and hey kids, being a lush is not groovy or swell or what-have-you. it's called "alcoholism", and if you don't want to be one of those people that beat the shit out of your children during their critical development stage, maybe you should get that shit checked out. because my dad never did, and i'll always hate him because of it.
i'm only leaving this public because i know he'll go through my favorites, locate my journal, and read it. he's always had an amazing disrespect for another person's privacy. fucking asshole.