can't sleep
can't sleep. its almost 3:30 and my father has just walked in from work. i know i should be happy that he has recently been home so much....but i dont like it haha. he's around the house too much, checking to see if my room's clean, asking me where' im going, setting new curfews and rules. i mean damn! its summer, i'll be starting work next week, and the last thing i need is for him to be around all the time bitchin about me being home when i dont even really NEED to be home. most of my friends will be leaving for the summer and some of them i wont be seeing for a very long time after graduation, so this week i've been trying to take advantage of the free time i have before i start working. hm update update update....welll prom was fucking insane...that's all i have to say...it was INSANE. it was way more fun than i had anticipated and i'm soo glad that it was fun. i think i smiled the entire two days after prom.Summer is here and now is where i start the count down till i move to austin. AW MAN i'm trying SO hard to convince my mother to let me drive down to austin with ash and wendy around june 4, (they are going to summer school at UT) because PRIDE PARADE is goin down on June 4th and that would be fuckin AWeSOME to see. if that doesnt happen i wont be in austin until around the 24th for freshman orientation. Overall i am SO excited though. i cannot WAIT. Im not ready for school and test, and papers...etc. but i'm sooo ready to move to austin. Im hoping, despite having my overbearing close-minded parents around me all the time, i will be able to grow a little more this summer, and really understand myself and accept it. Im sick of being afraid. I cant be afraid anymore, I can't really change who i am, and after prom night i'm starting to feel like its going to be ok...not just with me, but the people i surround myself with. I've grown to love my friends more than i expected i ever would, i dont know what i'm going to next year without them.