CRAZYNESS

[trashedmind]

omg lastnight was crazy.. shayna, katee, sarah, matt and I all got drunk off are asses! and i feel so dang sick, i wish i wouldnt have done it in a way. for the part with me feelign so sick:( i wana feel better right noW! i dont even remeber half the stuff that went down lastnight. I remeber matt,shayna,katee, and i jumping on her moms bed listeing and sinigng to GC on her computer. and i remember running outside and jumping in the snow cause i thought it was warm out and breakin my cig in 3 peices. Lol oh and god damn im to lovable and emotional when im drunk. i went up to Shaynas mom, shayna, katee, matt, sarah, jesse and all gave them hugs and said i loved them lol. well i love shayna sarah liek sisters and shaynas mom like a mother and matt like a brother but hey still WEIRD! lol oh god there was so muchmore to are night but i cant remeber most of it. but it was so much fun, but i ended up getting sick in the bathroom and bedroom and passing out before everyone else lol. ah well.. idk.

anyways enough about that, gerr i didnt knowi could miss my boyfriend as much as i do. i was crying so bad cause i wanted him there last night. it was just crazy as heck woah man, idk i just miss him a lot. i havnt even seen him for a week and we hardly at all talked this last week either. hes been so busy its like there is no time in his day for me, i havnt even gotten a chance to talk to him today. gerrrm i hate this:(:( maybe ill get to see and talk to him soon.. i really hope so. well i gotsa go i have school in the morning lets hope im well enough to go. much luv *kisses*