Feb 17, 2006 01:45
Well, on a lighter note- actually, I don't have a "lighter note". I don't enjoy what is going on in my life right now. Honestly it sucks. That's all I'm going to say about my life sucking because I hate those kids that are like "omg my life sucks so much..blah blah blah."
I get to wrestle in my very first College Regionals on Saturday. Yes!!! Well, sorta. I do miss the O.A.R concert, which is probably the only concert I will want to see during these national acts that Wabash does. We aren't going to get back until like 2:30 in the morning. Which means I might be able to catch some drunk people at the Crawford Hall party if I'm lucky. Oh well I geuss.
I do get to go to a concert on Sunday though. The Red Chord, STILL REMAINS, and two other bands that I don't remember. It's going to be a blast and you all should be jealous that you don't get to go. HAHA. Bitches.
I'm glad you miss me. I guess I'm okay with the fact that you "love me." I hate that you think that what we could of should of been is not something you want to think about. You completely just crush me everytime you say things like that. "You are everything I've ever wanted" but... It's too hard. What the fuck does that mean? I haven't even seen you make an attempt at any of this. You just gave up before you even started. I'm glad I'm worth the trouble...yeah. I don't understand anything about this. Nor will I probably ever, because... nvm. I wish you the best with what'shisfuck... I just want you to be happy. Maybe you don't need someone like me making things so hard. If not talking to me makes things easier for you then I geuss it was nice knowing you. Peace.
I think I have the flu. It sucks. I hate the winter and spring.
Cas... I'm glad you found someone. You seem happy. I wish I could see you more though. Maybe once wrestling is over or something? Maybe.
Well, I've been putting off a paper for about... oh... five hours!!! I'm outta here. Laters.