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life...
i have no idea what is going on with me lately.
i hate myself lately, and everything about life.
all i do is work. occasionally socialize with people, spend a lot of time missing people and wodering about the past, and the future, and spend time regretting things.
i miss the old days, like mid summer...darrin, justin, krista, jimmy, cody, jen...whitney...sometimes kyule and jacob, well, the days before warped tour at least.
i miss my old self, and the way everyone else used to treat me.
i feel like a nobody, and a failure, although i havent even given myself time to fail...or succeed.
today i met 4 guys from longview, one of which i used to hang out with, they live here now.
and theyre going to perry. hopefully theyll give me a call so we can hang out...
that was a wierd situation...we recognized eachother and then i got the nerve to ask if they were from longview, and one was related to one of my old-good friends, tyler and carson...NEAT
i miss him...and my heart hurts so im gunna watch dom feed jake a BURRITO! like a burrito...miss you baby.
i have no idea what is going on with me lately.
i hate myself lately, and everything about life.
all i do is work. occasionally socialize with people, spend a lot of time missing people and wodering about the past, and the future, and spend time regretting things.
i miss the old days, like mid summer...darrin, justin, krista, jimmy, cody, jen...whitney...sometimes kyule and jacob, well, the days before warped tour at least.
i miss my old self, and the way everyone else used to treat me.
i feel like a nobody, and a failure, although i havent even given myself time to fail...or succeed.
today i met 4 guys from longview, one of which i used to hang out with, they live here now.
and theyre going to perry. hopefully theyll give me a call so we can hang out...
that was a wierd situation...we recognized eachother and then i got the nerve to ask if they were from longview, and one was related to one of my old-good friends, tyler and carson...NEAT
i miss him...and my heart hurts so im gunna watch dom feed jake a BURRITO! like a burrito...miss you baby.