60-70 days max
ok, the epiphany came.
time to go.
my brother joked that i'm not "wired for lowell", i laughed. then something snapped and cracked in my brain.
i have no business here. i just don't. the goal was to buckle down and save some cash, but instead both of my jobs went to shit and the few bucks i have occasionally go to funding my sanity while being "that guy on the couch" @ friends' places in boston.
part of me would love to say that being here was a waste of time, but i think i learned a lot about myself these last four months. positive things came of this, probably will continue to hopefully and most significantly, gave me the sight needed to see that i will always be a city kid. it's the only way i can function.
AHHHHHHHHHH I CAN'T WAIT YAYYYYYYYY
more later
time to go.
my brother joked that i'm not "wired for lowell", i laughed. then something snapped and cracked in my brain.
i have no business here. i just don't. the goal was to buckle down and save some cash, but instead both of my jobs went to shit and the few bucks i have occasionally go to funding my sanity while being "that guy on the couch" @ friends' places in boston.
part of me would love to say that being here was a waste of time, but i think i learned a lot about myself these last four months. positive things came of this, probably will continue to hopefully and most significantly, gave me the sight needed to see that i will always be a city kid. it's the only way i can function.
AHHHHHHHHHH I CAN'T WAIT YAYYYYYYYY
more later