Nov 11, 2004 21:39
im running myself into the ground. i just absolutely hate everyone right now. there are maybe two or three people that are the exception. but everyone and everything is bothering me. i workout almost everyday, but for some reason, my speed isnt any better. school sucks and i dont like anyone there really, except for those few. nothing is really going right. but i cant give up on myself and the ones i care about. its hard to be happy or have a good attitude, but i have to do this. im confident that things will get better but it'll take some time. i need some guidence or some advice, but i dont think i should be talking about this with anyone else yet. it's between me and someone else. i can only hope things will improve.
on a lighter note, i got halo 2 the other day...it's fun and it helps me take my mind off things. hockey's also getting more and more fun, even though we're still losing.
i just need to calm myself down and not freak out, and BE HAPPY.