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so yea, today wasnt all bad. me and sherri went to SVB w/ will and the rest of my fam and it was intresting. lol. That place just isn't as great as it used to be. bleh...w/e...
why do i miss jake sooo much? I spose its cuz we rele were soooo close then we went out and he saw me, and i spose he freaked...w/e. But i rele do love that guy...its sad. :'( I miss chris too. gah dang im too emo. and shit. I hate always whining on here cuz ppl are all *You're only doing it for attention* yea...a JOURNAL...your supposed to express your feelings on here. dumb fucks. I sed that cuz ive gotten complaints about will... I dunno how much in his LJ is true, but I know he wouldn't just put that out for show. He rele needs ya'll's prayers anyways...I can't listen to nirvana, I cant listen to Kansas, I cant listen to ZZ Top or Led Zepplin w/o crying...I can't look at pictures of Chris w/o crying cuz I just miss him that much. He promises that i'm commin home with him n a couple of years. and yea...gah lee...
I don't wanna go on campaign. I rele dont. I told Bill and my mom I do, but I really don't. Will's backing out, and i hate that...I only wanna go if he's there. I don't wanna go and wind up alone or in ANOTHER fight on this thing....
so me and sherri go up to garrison's house w/ patrick, right? well, this bitch Michele calls him over n over and gets on the computer and it a total ass whipe and what-not, so she calls pats dad and says some shit, and somebody calls the cops and says we're doin drugs. so poor pat gets tested and i was freakin out earlier about the cops commin out here. I rele hate them. Dunno y, always have...
jakes supposed to call, so ima go. love all. bye