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Nov 05, 2007 00:23

I feel so old.

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coagulated November 5 2007, 07:55:16 UTC

Hey, just to let you know, this is apple_puffs. I stopped using that journal so I added you here.

Anyway, why do you feel old?

trappedinastar November 5 2007, 07:58:01 UTC

I'll be 24 on Wednesday.. but I just.. I don't know. Having two kids and a mortgage payment and a husband just makes me feel like I'm 40, not in my twenties! Don't get me wrong, I wouldn't trade it for ANYTHING.

I think I'm overwhelmed by everyday things lately. Work is kicking my ass even though I'm only there 22-25 hrs a week. Add that with taking care of a house, two dogs, two kids and running errands.. oh and I'm helping out my dad with his ebay business.. it's exhausting!

coagulated November 5 2007, 08:00:21 UTC

I can relate on that... minus the mortgage.

That's a lot to have on your plate all at once. I don't blame you for being overwhelmed! Where are you working now?

trappedinastar November 5 2007, 08:02:39 UTC

Gap :] It's familiar since I worked there when Jeff was deployed and it's easy. I don't make good money, but that's alright. I'm going to go back to school in January [only a couple of classes at a time] and might stop Gap and just work with my dad since I'm sure he'll be nicer to my school schedule than Gap will.

coagulated November 5 2007, 08:04:46 UTC

Ohh, good for you getting to go to school.

trappedinastar November 5 2007, 08:09:43 UTC

I don't even care that I'm going to get student loans! I just want to get in there and go for it.. If I don't do it now, I feel like I never will. I'm the world's biggest procrastinator.. and I have a habit of starting things but not finishing them.

coagulated November 5 2007, 08:13:19 UTC

Me too, I've tried going back to school so many times. It's hard when you have kids, too.

Good luck, I hope it goes well for you!

trappedinastar November 5 2007, 08:14:44 UTC

Thanks! So, when are you coming back to AZ?

coagulated November 5 2007, 08:19:21 UTC

I don't even know. It's not looking to good for my husband and me... I'm really not sure what's going to happen. I'm sorry I never got to buy a candle! Are you still doing that?

I just noticed Cameron is 5 months today, so happy 5 month birthday to her! Hah. I can't believe Gavin just turned 3 months, too.

trappedinastar November 5 2007, 08:23:29 UTC

Our babies are growing up so fast!! She's huge, in 6-9 or 6-12 month clothes already. I miss when she was teeny tiny.

I'm sorry to hear about you and your husband :[ Let me know if you need anything, even just to talk.. I'm around!

I'm not actively doing the candle thing.. ugh. It seemed like a good idea but I just never relaly got into it. I sold some, enough to make back my money from the cost of the kit but that's about it.

coagulated November 5 2007, 08:28:21 UTC

I know! He's getting so cute though. He's got this funny little laugh that I love.

Yeah, it's been screwed up for a couple years now. Things need to change before I can come back. Whether or not they will, I'm not so sure. :/

Well, it's good you at least got your money back.

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