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a 20 year old virgin... arnt i pethetic... its not that i cant find someone to sleep with... i could do that in a matter of mins on gay.com. i dont know... yes i do... i wanna get lose the blasted "V" that is enprinted upon my forehead. ive had the oppertunity to have sex on more than one occasion, but i always passed it up, now i look at myself and ask am i going to die a virgin? what if i die tomorrow, wouldnt that suck to die a virgin... meh... there are three people i can name off the top of my head that i could call up and say, hey, fuck me... and they would, but i dont want that... well im getting to the point that soon, that just might happen. i know its sounds bad, hell it dosent just sound bad, it is bad, and desperate but desperate times call for desperate mesures.... one thing i am afraid of though, if i do have sex, i think i would become a slut, lol, for-reals, i would. i mean i already will makeout with anyone who'll give mthe time of day, whos to say that i wont take it that step farther? meh... the virgin shall now go and continue watching the americas next top model marathon...