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What a weekend! I enjoyed my Saturday off and had a leisurely time at Sawgrass Mills mall and ate at the Cheesecake Factory. It was really over-crowded and kinda put me in a foul mood but whatever. I went with Steph and Lola and we left pretty fast. We were supposed to go to Poplife or SoHo afterwards, but that never materialized into anything more than a plan. It was fun hanging out with them, Lola's a pretty funny chick. I think we(me and Jas) are friends with Rey again, but I have a feeling that our 'friendship' is going to be all weird and strained. Oh God. And then I feel like I am going to have to do a lot of tongue biting in his presence. Why do I bother, you ask? Well, cause he was acting all pissy and angry that I wrote him a long email which he took to offense(when in reality, I didn't use ONE foul word and I simply stated the page I was on and exactly how I felt without buttering anything up) So yeah, I don't know what I think of him anymore really. It certainly isn't very positive, if I may be so bold. I wish I had more friends, I really don't think I have any. Anyway, I didn't get to see Mr & Mrs Smith like I wanted, the theaters were showing it at some whack as fuck hours. But I did get a bathing suit and I went to the beach on Sunday. It was really packed there and there were a lot of thug-ish looking ghetto boys around. It was really gross. Also, every single person there had more abs than me, which kinda annoyed me but I still took my shirt off. Fuck modesty. I ate a Subway footlong there and it didn't even fill me up. I think you get more hungry when you are at the beach. I don't get it. Oh and I got some new games too! I am playing Lord of the Rings The Third Age and it's pretty good. It's just really long and there isn't much to do in it other than dungeon crawling. At first, I thought it was a pretty damn awesome game, but it's becoming more and more of a average game rather than a great one. It's definately not on a Final Fantasy level, but then again, what is?
On a more personal note, after hearing something from a certain somebody on improving their life and making themself a better person, I think I will make some modifications of my own. I am going to be more, no MUCH more, picky on who I let into my life and more importantly in my head. I realize I am too open, and that is not a good thing. Some things are better kept private and personal. I will focus on some self restraint. I also have decided that if I think someone or a group of people are not worth my time, I will not waste valuble minutes of my life hanging out with them, even if I have nothing better to do. I want either greatness or nothing at all, I don't play middle grounds. So, yeah, there will be other changes I want to make in my life, I'll discuss them in here later........
On a more personal note, after hearing something from a certain somebody on improving their life and making themself a better person, I think I will make some modifications of my own. I am going to be more, no MUCH more, picky on who I let into my life and more importantly in my head. I realize I am too open, and that is not a good thing. Some things are better kept private and personal. I will focus on some self restraint. I also have decided that if I think someone or a group of people are not worth my time, I will not waste valuble minutes of my life hanging out with them, even if I have nothing better to do. I want either greatness or nothing at all, I don't play middle grounds. So, yeah, there will be other changes I want to make in my life, I'll discuss them in here later........