bye darlin'...
so i still haven't found a job yet. bleh. i'm so broke. i need money.
on another note...gene came over today. it was a wonderful day. i never realize how much i actually miss him until i see him again. when he walks through that door, my heart just stops. he is the most precious boy in this world. he told me he was transfering to college in nj next year. i was a bit surprised, and upset too. he won't be that far away, only 20 minutes or so, but still. he's too far away. i wish i could just wake up to him every morning and see his smiling face. he'd give me kisses and say 'good morning darlin' and i would just melt. day after day. cus it's been over a year since he took my heart into his posession, and yet it's still beating. and there's no one i'd rather be with. relationship or friendship wise. he makes me laugh. he makes me smile. he makes me feel so beautiful inside. and all i wanna do is make him happy. i want to be there whenever he has a problem, and be the one that cheers him up. i want to be the one he tells everyone about, and they all get jealous of us like they used to. because we were the happiest couple ever. and we fit so perfect arm in arm. and we were oh so cute together. i just wish i could say he was mine. forever.
i love you gene. sweet dreams.<3
on another note...gene came over today. it was a wonderful day. i never realize how much i actually miss him until i see him again. when he walks through that door, my heart just stops. he is the most precious boy in this world. he told me he was transfering to college in nj next year. i was a bit surprised, and upset too. he won't be that far away, only 20 minutes or so, but still. he's too far away. i wish i could just wake up to him every morning and see his smiling face. he'd give me kisses and say 'good morning darlin' and i would just melt. day after day. cus it's been over a year since he took my heart into his posession, and yet it's still beating. and there's no one i'd rather be with. relationship or friendship wise. he makes me laugh. he makes me smile. he makes me feel so beautiful inside. and all i wanna do is make him happy. i want to be there whenever he has a problem, and be the one that cheers him up. i want to be the one he tells everyone about, and they all get jealous of us like they used to. because we were the happiest couple ever. and we fit so perfect arm in arm. and we were oh so cute together. i just wish i could say he was mine. forever.
i love you gene. sweet dreams.<3