it wouldn't be the same again anyway.
bleh. i kinda feel sick. what else is new? just kinda fed up with stuff right now. been thinking a lot lately what i'm gonna do next year. prolly go to skool cus i know i need it sometime. and if i take a year off, i'd prolly never get myself to go back. whatev. i'm sick of boys that's for sure. such a pain in the ass. so i decided to not worry about them. whatever comes will come. i'm just scared of what could happen. i'm so scared of my heart being broken again. and i know i would get too caught up in things too quickly..blah blah blah same cycle. and lately i've been thiking how great we were together. and how great those 6 months were. and how i wish it would have lasted forever. oh well. all is over and done with now. i'm out.