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the majority of my time has been occupied by mindless surfing of the web and zelda.
i know taking time off of school was the right thing, but it sucks. i get no hours at either of my jobs and so have 1) a lot of free time 2)am poor 3) am lonely.
i'm getting better at dealing with it. 'bout every 4 years i go through a purging and rebuilding of my friend circle. last time was Jr. year when i started at the movies and slowly stopped hanging out with Liz, Austin, Matt, Nathan, and Josh (my main gang). luckily, then, i segwayed seamlessly into a new group... not this time! woo! everyone moved away and now im left with a lack of people to even rebuild with because i dont want to be that older guy hanging out with the kids in high school.
i hung out with Jesse curry the other day. i missed him. it was fun.
i'd like to hang out with Lillie more, but lately i've getting the feeling that i'm the conditional friend. like: as long as it's in a situation where a lot of conversation doesn't have to happen (like a movie) then it's good. and when we're in a group i just feel like the retard you let hover around because they might do something vaguely entertaining.
hah, today im emo
nards
i know taking time off of school was the right thing, but it sucks. i get no hours at either of my jobs and so have 1) a lot of free time 2)am poor 3) am lonely.
i'm getting better at dealing with it. 'bout every 4 years i go through a purging and rebuilding of my friend circle. last time was Jr. year when i started at the movies and slowly stopped hanging out with Liz, Austin, Matt, Nathan, and Josh (my main gang). luckily, then, i segwayed seamlessly into a new group... not this time! woo! everyone moved away and now im left with a lack of people to even rebuild with because i dont want to be that older guy hanging out with the kids in high school.
i hung out with Jesse curry the other day. i missed him. it was fun.
i'd like to hang out with Lillie more, but lately i've getting the feeling that i'm the conditional friend. like: as long as it's in a situation where a lot of conversation doesn't have to happen (like a movie) then it's good. and when we're in a group i just feel like the retard you let hover around because they might do something vaguely entertaining.
hah, today im emo
nards