mmm Limbo
So,
I'm stuck in this weird transition period.
Work hasn't started yet,
So I basicly have nothing to do,
but yet so much to do.
I'm not really sure what's wrong with me.
I've been lonely most of the day,
Tired most of the week,
And actually looking forward to being busy this summer.
The whole getting the second job thing doesn't seem to be working out.
I applied at 10 different places,
no one called back.
I need to get one,
Will seems to hate the fact that i have free time to hang out with him.
He so lovingly puts it that I need to "get a life."
But I don't really blame him,
I guess it can be annoying when your girlfriend wants to hang out,
all the time.
I'm pretty sure I won't be going on vacation again this year.
I really wanted to go somewhere with Will.
Just a little us time,
Where we didn't have to deal with busy schedules and such.
That won't happen though.
Not sure it ever will...
but here's hoping.
At least if I have two jobs I can fill the time gaps.
And be able to give Will that time to himself that he wants.
Also, if i'm always working, I won't have time to miss relaxation.
Man,
I'm tired of being upset.
It's getting old.
I mean,
some people think being emo is easy.
It's pretty boring and lonely.
[Periwinkle]
I'm stuck in this weird transition period.
Work hasn't started yet,
So I basicly have nothing to do,
but yet so much to do.
I'm not really sure what's wrong with me.
I've been lonely most of the day,
Tired most of the week,
And actually looking forward to being busy this summer.
The whole getting the second job thing doesn't seem to be working out.
I applied at 10 different places,
no one called back.
I need to get one,
Will seems to hate the fact that i have free time to hang out with him.
He so lovingly puts it that I need to "get a life."
But I don't really blame him,
I guess it can be annoying when your girlfriend wants to hang out,
all the time.
I'm pretty sure I won't be going on vacation again this year.
I really wanted to go somewhere with Will.
Just a little us time,
Where we didn't have to deal with busy schedules and such.
That won't happen though.
Not sure it ever will...
but here's hoping.
At least if I have two jobs I can fill the time gaps.
And be able to give Will that time to himself that he wants.
Also, if i'm always working, I won't have time to miss relaxation.
Man,
I'm tired of being upset.
It's getting old.
I mean,
some people think being emo is easy.
It's pretty boring and lonely.
[Periwinkle]